..                           Shine

The dawn argues away the clouds,
becomes emphatically bright and gold
in the far distance of wonder
from an ordinary life and its rays are close
like the wonder of an ordinary life (we
are blinded by the trees of habit
planted by Good Intent--we thought
they were flowers, once).

Life is not what it is:
what we feel is not what we feel,
what we see is not what we see,
what we say is not what we say,
what we want is not what we want.
Parallel to every scheme's run
is the angel which pulls the string
that we believe no string
is being pulled.

And calmly, thoroughly, the
five fleeting moons of our dreams
wait
to see with which one, distraught voice
we will to birth another infant night.

In death, I think, every soul
who begs to be free
must discover twelve senses,
twelve different rhymes of doubt
to clear the soul of self-deception.
Else, the cages of fascination
repeal the faith of this, our generation,
and we sink into the light
until we are blind--Hell
is the action of ourselves left to ourselves
without an intervening World.
And Heaven
is the darkness God called Night
solid with stars.

Instructions to the Lost are woven
in the cry of the eagle,
in the symmetry of the snowflake,
in the thrash of the lightning,
and in the invisible caress of the breeze---
and the architecture of a sunset sky,
its grand brimming of golds and silvers,
emblazons into our essential selves
the solemn promise of another day.

© 1997                            John H. Doe



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